I loved him, and sometimes he loved me.

Velvet kisses and strawberry smiles,
Sun soaked laughter and sugary weak knees,
5 months of speed-bumped love,
I loved him, and sometimes he loved me,
Rash decisions and bent minds,
I leave words untold on the floor along with my heart,
Broken into a million tiny pieces,
Glass shards spewed like scattered thoughts,
Cut fingers and unspoken stories,
I loved him, and sometimes he loved me,
Amnesia in lovers arms,
Exceeding gravity on multiple levels,
Standing on the last tendril of life,
All hope is regained through a single string of words,
Hanging on to each thread like a dream undreamt,
I loved him, and sometimes he loved me,
Words drop like bombs from your lips,
Sharper than any grenade,
Wounds left unhealed,
A ghastly thought rips through brain cells like a razor of divine,
I love him,
I always have,
And as karma continues to prevail,
I always will.